so school sucks major ass. this senior portfolio has no importance whatsoever. its just something to waste our perfectly good time and make our ghetto ass school look all smart and shet. i used to like poetry, that was when there wasnt so many rules and terms. but now it really bugs me to write one for ms. hammond. makes me admire the real poets of this world who dont have to think so hard to come up with a bomb ass poem. but on the other hand everything is going purdy great. i noe this might sound all corny and shet but dexter is really special to me. i dunno its like one little message or phone call from him can brighten my day. i dont noe how he feels about me exactly, but whenever we're on the phone or just together, it just feels right. i dunno. i really wish i could explain whatever it is im feeling but im not exactly sure myself. all i noe is he makes me smile and i hope i do the same for him. i dunno, im talking nonsense again, better get back to my portfolio, byEe.
havent blogged in a while, strange? well everything has been really swell lately. hmM..friday was senior ditch day but i had to finish my f*ing essay in first period and i had a crummy [haha, who ses that?] test in second. and i couldnt blow off that test because there were no makeups. geez, lets face it im a f*ing goody goody. well, compared to the krafts anyways. uh-huh. seems like im never there anymore guys. good thing i wasnt there on thursday when, what is it? CODE RED happened. i wouldnt bust a code red. not yet anyway. but i heard what happened. and friday i was at the guys practice till ruth and maricel came and told me something i never would have dreamt of hearing from them before. oh man maricel was mad yelling when they told me. shEt. geez. then it was friday so of course we hit up the love boat for dinner. good stuff, too bad grace wasnt there. stupid ruth spilled her drink on the floor. man oh man, i still cant believe what ruth and maricel told me. oh good Lord. then yesterday was competition at san pasqual. channel islands has some good routines. that was kool. at least i didnt have to drive, i told dexter to drive my car. when i got home dimitri was there and i played with him for a while. talk about a hyper baby, but i love my nephew. then dexter called me for a while and we're both tired as hell. but then i go and take a picture with my nephew for a few seconds and guess who fell asleep on the phone. yup, big nerd! haha anyways thats about it and we had a so-called cotillion practice today. but yeah, purdy good weekend. i dunno, im tired. blog u later.
