aw suckie i couldn't go shopping with kraft and quad yesterday because u noe me..i alwaise have something to do..yup..stupid yearbook..and guess what what im supposed to be going there again soon..yippee!!..NOT! yea so i guess im gonna be "too good" for going out with them for a while again..yah..i hate how they say that..anywaise..last night was so pretty..the moon was so bright and all the stars were out..geez..makes me wish i had my special someone..and i noe that there are a lot of 'special' guys out there but not like that one i have my heart set on..i dunno..he's more than special..i cant describe it..but whats weird is i had a dream about him last nite..geez..can anybody help me?!..i just wanna B happy..
ew..dude..i HATE when people act stupid..f*ing crap..ok well afterschool..after practice..whatever..which was fun cause i was playing with flags again..dude..im so gonna learn the routine so i can compete with them..haha..i miss being on flags *sigh* well yah this one guy..i dont wanna say names..but yah he asked me for a ride home u noe..and then i was like sure ok cause it was on my way home..but then he asked for a a ride to his friends house which is like way far..and f*ing crap i am never home..this is like the only day that i can actually be home before 5 and stay home..dude..and i need to do my college applications..but anywaise..i was like uh..i can take u home but not to your friends house cause i have college apps..and he gets all pissed at me and was like damn i'll just walk..what the hell is that?!..im the one trying to be nice and bring him home..dude..dont act stupid..it pisses me off..well anywaise..hell yah our projects are done..woo-hoo..shOotness..that took a while huh..but dude..our project was hella dope..haha..u guys noe it..yah..well..i guess im in a bad mood..haha..cause like yesterday my tummy was hurting for like forever and a day and i couldnt really eat anything..THATS INSANE!! [haha..like how professor tony says it in poli sci]..haha..but yah..so anywaise i got home all late last nite cause our project..and i was hungry..but instead i went to sleep because i was f*ing tired..so this morning i woke up and took a shower and i was so tired the whole day..my eyes couldnt stay open..haha..oh well..and that stupid punk [the guy with the fat lip]..arGh..he gets on my nerves..geez..hes a fruit..i swear..he dresses like a girl..oh well..gosh..i dunno..haha..we didnt pick our secret santa people at lunch..oOps..tomorrow..geez..i guess we were hungry at lunch..haha..damn fatty girls..dude i WAS hungry..hell..im still hungry..but yah..i dunno..i have to do my college applications today..this might be the only day im free to stay home..argh!..i hate school too..should i apply to UC colleges?..goshy..i dont wanna rewrite my personal statement..bleh!..hm..dammit..im already registered at mesa because of poli. sci..dude..i dunno..school sucks..boys suck..you suck..life sucks..hehe..im just in a bad mood..i dunno what to do about anything..GOSHY..im tired of this..how bout the world just leave me alone and not stress me out..eh?..oh well..gosh..ok..thas all..i still cant get him outta my mind..why?!?!..gosh what am i supposed to do..God..i wish i knew..ok..enough..dude..i always right a lot huh?!?
hehe..well...got home from group project again..geez..i swear this group project needs to hurry up and get done..no..but its fun..my group is dope..hehe..yup..all the many trips to wal-mart, plaza, 99 cent store, etc..its all fun..yup..hmm..what did i do today?..well..i developed pictures..haha..i had to develop the picture of me and my boys..haha..the all male dance team..yup..looks kool guys..hehe..those boys are the greatest...hehe..thanks for alwaise making sure im okay..haha..like this one day i was hella crying after school..and they were all trying to comfort me by singing stupid songs and stuff..yah..thanks..i love u guys..but any-hoo..yah..then went to graces house and chilled there for a while..ate her food or course..then went to ruths house with grace to fix something on her computer but on the way there justin called my cell phone and sounded like he was gonna die from boredom..haha..dont u hate that.. hehe i also ate ruths food..haha..u noe me alwaise hungry..but i never get fat [dexter calls me skinny girl]..thanks!..yah..while i was there..i told this guy online how i felt..well kinda..i didnt say everything..i cant put everything into words..but i dunno..i just miss how it used to be dude..how we used to talk on the phone..i dunno..if only i can turn back the hands of time..i would so do everything different..i dunno..im not making sense..but..i didnt exactly get to express myself..at least i said something right?..hm..i dunno if i like him?..do i?..maybe i guess..well whatever..i just wanted him to noe that i SO care about him and that it will be that way for a long time..and no matter what i'll alwaise be there..so yah..*sigh*..i dunno..ok..so anywaise..after that..i went to wal-mart to pick up my pictures..hehe..theres a cute one with me and my nephew..hehe..i love it..and then i went home..grubbed some more..and me and ruth are gonna make kraft single shirts..haha..then i went to my group project and we ran all our errands..haha..dexter wants to make quad squad shirts too..that would be funny..hehe..oh well..yah..and i guess thats it..yup..well..im tired..time to sleep and dream..woo-hoo..byes..
